yo yo hi todays events:
today was fun, its my friends birthday so i gave her the crayons i tortured and stuck together last weekend!! i kinda have 2 friendgroups now tho,, ill explain using the social scale:
↪ about 3rd tier girls
they are actually a mix of the slightly above average popular girls and the 4th tier girls.. kinda. im not sure where i sit on this scale, i could talk to anyone, i do talk to a range of people, except half of the 2nd tier pop girls They are assholes for no reason. Ive known everyone in the group since primary school and despite not having much in common they still ask where went when im not at the lunch table. i explain internet references to them, most of the time im just a human translator for ref's made by the 'nerds' or boys, i explained the daredevil lore regarding the new spiderman movie. im also a human social-situation-storage-safe haha I keep track of the drama in all groups but a portion of the 2nd tier pop girls. god im too obedient, they ask i deliver
celebrity crush list: (just because)
im thinking about my childhood, its a great example of a environmental deprivation. i spent so much time at my grandparents (mothers side) growing up, they had nothing for us to do, they wouldnt try give us anything to do either, no toys, no devices, nothing in the backyard, nothing in the front yard other than geckos under a bit of wood we could only access with assistance, they had a tv but it only had adult shows, sports and music videos in which we weren't aloud to use anyways. i started learning ukrainian through eavesdropping on my nan's phone conversations and once she found out she thought it was amazing, told all the people at the salon she owns and taught me a few things every now and again. if i wasnt at school i was either at my grandparents, the salon or at home, none of those things really had anything to do. at home i had lego but i could only play with it after 5pm to encourage social interactions but the only options for social interaction were the boys on my street and i was the only girl, terrible terrible idea. when i wasnt being forced to hangout with the boys of our street i was in the backyard rolling around with the cat, my dad didnt get home from work until 5pm and my mum was in her office all day. no devices, limited toys, (the lego was in my mums office, but i got a nerf gun eventually and become an aim god from the practice) limited interactions, i had books but i was never a strong reader. id read the blurb, go lie down outside and imagine my own story based off the short description. when my parents finished with work they were still busy, going next door or around the corner to drink forbidden apple juice and watch football, we were never left at home unsupervised but we might as well have been We were completely unsupervised at other peoples houses. Eventually my parents learnt about the importance of these things via their parenting group, got toys for my grandparents house, put aside more time for hanging out, changed their parenting style and got us a bunch of things like trampolines, a cubby house, basketball hoop, unrestricted lego time, wii etc etc. i think it was too late for me though,, as cringy as it sounds. Thanks for reading my sob story if you did ♡♡ JK i am grateful i think it led to good things, atleast led to the development of qualities i like about myself. it didnt affect my brother tho?? he never learnt ukrainian and is completely normal, unaffected; im not an unobservant prick ive observed him very closely and he is completely fine.
Ouh and today i commissioned one of my favourite artists ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) im gonna turn it into a keychain hehhebahbhbdbhbebhb Will graham keychain.
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