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labels
i was asked ‘then why not label everything” on the topic of enneagrams a while back and ive been thinking about it alot.. if i labelled everything in everyone would be boring, id have more control, but it would be boring. unpredictability is apart of life
social categories
i made a map of my yeargrade and their categories for a friend to explain how social dynamics in our grade play out and it brang up the reoccurring question of where i belong, but thats the point. im an outlier, but not because i dont fit in anywhere, i can fit into any group, there is no fixed point of where i should go because i could go anywhere and thats the point!!!! it was mentioned again today, i disrupt the social balance and i apologise OKAY????
idiot
ive got a weird friend, alot of people dont like her and i understand why but im still friends with her for whatever reason. she asks me funny questions and im curious about whats going on in her brain But she knows my weakness!! if someone asks something direct enough i must answer honestly or i feel guilty. it doesnt apply online though, i am still having trouble registering the internet and off-screen life being in the same universe .-. i feel like a completely different person online, you cant hear my tone or see the face im making or know me outside of this screen, i could be a terrible person and you would never know because the only source is me.. euuuuuuuhhh
me right now
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